Forget 2 Murder

Your revolution is a joke. Swing at me, Make contact with my glass jaw.

2005/5/14

Addiction is like cancer, it's always hungry.

@ 10:14 PM (43 months, 10 days ago)

I love working. I love the physical side of it. I love not sitting in my room hour after hour, bored, and thinking. My head is clear, and I feel alive. I know this probably sounds ridiculous, but I feel like a new man. I have self being, self worth. It's just a plain old any joes job, but lets not make things complicated.

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2005/5/9

Shift into 1st and still lose the race.

@ 09:04 PM (43 months, 15 days ago)

Have you ever had that feeling of being used?
Have you ever had that feeling of wasted time?
Have you ever been so sick to your stomach you want to cry?
Have you ever wanted to die slowely, just to suffer?

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2005/5/7

When whatever is more important than you.

@ 08:26 PM (43 months, 17 days ago)
I'm somber while the innocence of mistake embraces the guilt of regret. I am losing this hand to the skilled. How can she be so numbing? How can she stand for so little? How can she tell me she doesn't care? How can she not care? How can she look me in the eyes and tell me, "I don't care"? How can she see the tears running down my face, as I'm laying stomach up on her bed, and tell me, it's all my fault. I wonder, has she ever really tasted the salt of hurt and pain? Has she ever really felt the fear of losing someone who means everything to her?

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2005/5/5

What comes to mind.

@ 07:37 PM (43 months, 19 days ago)

Should I forget everything about her? Should I tell her, fuck you too? What the hell do I do? I cannot go on like this anymore. Is there love in this relationship anymore? Will it be better when we are closer?

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